Hi sweetheart, told you that one day I was going to write a book about you and this is the closest I have got so far. It will probably take me the reswt of my time on this earth to complete it because i can only write a few lines and then the tears start, all you need to do is remember how much we love you and keep letting us know you are still with us. I feel you with me every day and know that you are in a much better place than we are but it doesnt stop us hurting for you or missing that big grin, you even had a smile on your face the last day we saw you, the day before we brought you back home to Dunure. I can see your grave from your bedroom window and wish so much it was someone elses and not yours but someone somewhere must have needed you more than us when they took you back but we are so glad that we had you for 19 years and we will gladly suffer the pain of loosing you because the memories of having you far outweigh the pain. We will always love you look forward to the day we are all together again. When we all meet again they will have to through the biggest party ever and we will celebrate eternally because we have our "star" with us again.